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a b o u t m e


My name is Anna.
I am 21.
I live in Ohio.
Muse.




c o n t a c t
email: trueslyth@gmail.com,
msn: verisimility@hotmail.com
twitter: asfridr, facebook,
deviantart: verisimility
c u r r e n t
Listening: Tokio Hotel
Watching: Heroes, Dexter, Supernatural,
Atlantis, Sarah Connor, True Blood
Reading: House of Night Series by PC & Kristin Cast





Wednesday, October 17, 2007
11:55 PM

Today I felt trapped. Trapped somewhere, uncomfortable in an intense social situation, for hours.

Mandy and I went to the OGO office today. We met Jack - who, let me tell you, is a completely different person than what he seems online. He's indifferent, a bastard, and pretty creepy online. And in person...not the Jack we knew from good ol' Interweb. He was nice, engaging, and an all-around awesome guy to hang out with.

So, I guess I'm wondering why people are different online than they are off? I think I could get if someone was open online but not so open in person. But cold? Unfeeling? And then very comfortable to spill your darkest secrets to in person. What is the difference? Are you truly 'yourself' online?

We're supposed to hang out with him tomorrow, go on a trip with him this weekend, and a bunch of other stuff.

I'm drained, honestly. Today...ugh. I'm dropping dead right now, so tired.

I felt so claustrophobic today in that office. Trapped.

So trapped.



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