Something feels different about today. I'm not sure what, I mean...I'm still slightly freaking out about getting jobs and money, but....today feels a lot more promise-full. It's a different type of feeling than I've ever encountered, and I really don't know how to describe it.

Maybe it's that this morning I told Jim Mandy was getting an iPhone and I was getting a Blackberry Storm. And it was so...certain. I felt it come out of my mouth like it was happening tomorrow. And then...I realized that today felt different.

I'm still waiting for a call to see if I've gotten a job at this import game store. But really, I'm not more afraid to get a call saying I won't get it than just impatient to know if I have or haven't...so I can find a different job. And inside me...I know I can find one. I haven't had that sort of certainty in a while.